Author: Portia Louder

Groundhog Day, Everyday

Prison Same Thing Same Time Prison is very structured, every day we do the same thing, at the same time, with the same people. We get counted at the same

Humanity in Federal Prison

Depression Loneliness There are times that depression and loneliness threaten to overtake me here.  At any moment of the day I’m surrounded by hundreds of women in extremely close quarters

Exploring Dublin

My First Cell Move It’s been a crazy week in Federal Prison. To start with, our case manager decided to move about 90 inmates from one side of the unit

Captured Moments

I wake up every day in prison at 5:00 am.  Breakfast is served at 5:30 and I like to start my day early. I have learned that going to bed

Prayers for a Friend

Depression Pain Threat Being in prison is so much harder than I thought it would be. Probably because I’m an optimist by nature and never think things will be as

New Bunkys

It’s been a busy week in federal prison.  I moved to a different cell and now have two new room mates or “Bunkys”.  One of them is a beautiful Native

Another Day in Paradise

Last week I had to meet with an officer in the Lieutenant’s office.  He told me that I reminded him of Goldie Hawn in a movie called, “Private Benjamin”. He

THANK YOU!!

So many of our friends, neighbors and family have been an incredible help and support to our family through some difficult times. Know that you are an answer to many

CJ’s 8! Hands off the Mackerel

Today is my baby girls birthday. Eight years ago little CJ was born and our family welcomed the sweetest little peanut you’ve ever seen, into this world. She was so

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